A part of the the song entitled "Empty Apartment" by Yellowcard, frames perfectly how I've been feeling.
Waking up from this nightmareHow's your life?What's it like there?Is it all what you want it to be?Does it hurt when you think about me?And how broken my heart isTake you away from that empty apartmentYou stay, and forget where the heart isSomeday if ever you loved me you'd say, it's okayIt's okay to be angry and never let goIt only gets harder the more that you knowWhen you get lonely if no one's aroundYou know that I'll catch you when you're falling downWe came together but you left aloneAnd I know how it feels to walk out on your ownMaybe someday I will see you againAnd you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friendTake you away from that empty apartmentYou stay, and forget where the heart isSomeday if ever you loved me you'd say, it's okay